Birthday party

Today i had the opportunity to go to a birthday party! I was excited myself since i thought i could make some more friends and my kids will get a chance to play with other kids etc etc.. But initially i had to be introduced right?! But i wasnt! see my fate keeps following me wherever i go i think! I dont know why? Finally it was my wonderful husband who took the opportunity to do that and i got into "their circle" .

Its very difficult to get into a circle of friends who r already intimate to each other. U r the only black sheep over there. There r so many silly things to be forgotten and forgiven. There r many things which i take it to heart and that is what is my mistake.

I got to take it easy! ok,, if she did not introduce me to her friends then that is how she is.. that is how she could behave herself! forget it!..

I think my kids had a good time apart from the daily boring routines! Being indoors all the time or going to school..

I want my kids to be smart and wise. They shd be fit to push thru any circle .. I shd develop the confidence they need to survive in this weird world. I do not want them to be like me .. hesitating all thru one's life.

"Survival of the fittest" is the primary law that applies to every individual wherever they go! And i want them to be the fittest and the best!! May God help me in my duty!